I ate my weight in organic corn tortilla chips tonight. It's so funny, because earlier I was wondering what...or I mean, when I may fall of the wagon. I was wondering how I would feel.
Well, I feel...okay. I don't want to kill myself or anything. I'm disappointed. Disappointed that I was doing so good and I gave in for nothing. I didn't follow my rules and I gave in.
I can think of a couple of different reasons that I gave in...one being that my fiance was not here. I felt like I had free-range of the kitchen (not that he locks up the refrigerator with a padlock or something)...but I just felt less accountability. There are some other reasons for my feelings of weakness too...but I probably won't be getting into that tonight.
Anywho...I feel full. Unsatisfied. Uncomfortable and as I said before, disappointed. BUT I don't feel defeated. I KNOW that it was a temporary slip up...and I don't feel like it will keep me from my healthy life style. I prefer to eat healthy. I prefer to do the right things for my body. And everyone...I mean, everyone says that there will be slip ups...and tonight, I had one. But oh well. Though I may be disappointed for my Monday weigh in...in the big picture, I hope to be blessed with many more Mondays.
Okay...confession complete. Good night!